A Love Song

Love Song



I never appreciate the beauty of a love song since I met you.
Never sung those kind of songs whole heatedly.

All I knew was sad and break up songs,

All over again, Cracks of my broken heart, Another Day, Do I ever cross your mind, Four seasons of loneliness, Its over now, Its hard to say goodbye, What about love, Separated, One last cry, 6th day medley

These were the songs that was stored in music library for many years
These were the same songs I listened in my each and every passing day

And then you came

And one day I was listening to this radio station that had a show playing all-time favourite love songs
I really can’t believe it myself
For the very first time in my life, I sung with Keith Martin the song “Because of you” thinking of someone I love and that’s you.
For the very first time in my life, I felt those chills that lovers do feel when they are together
IN my life I never appreciate the beauty of a love song, but now I can say that I can sing the cheesiest love song for you.

POLEN
the Anonymous

FICTION: Its Just a Normal Day

FICTION: Its Just a Normal Day

Its Just a Normal Day

Why do people always have to ask if you have a date on Valentines Day or none? If your answer is none, why do they always have to ask the hardest question one could ever answer.. W-H-Y?! Why? Why the hell are you asking? Is it a sin not to have a date? or plans for that particular day? Is it a super big deal? Is it? Come on, It's just a normal day. A day when people just want to sex up their partner and boom here comes the Valentines baby. By the way, people who were born on November usually was made in a very elegant factory house... motel, no.. "The Motel."

Oh yeah! Its supposed to be a day to celebrate Love not just merely Love in a common way but love in general, meaning love of parents, of friends, of strangers (?), of...slut (sorry for that..)of... Chit..chat..chat.. ugh! Yeah whatever! Even though I will be writing here the whole book for the true meaning of Valentines you will still be ending up following your urge. Anyway, go on buddies! just protect your shaft and bearded clam with Chlamydia, herpes, gonorrhea, AIDS.. jeez! . (Ow you dont know about that? Surprise!) Ok, lets be serious.... use durex ok? ok.

I usually can't sleep five days before Valentines. Its not that Im pressured not to have a date again for two consecutive years now but I'm actually thinking where to go on that day, for pete's sake, its weekend, its Saturday, (and its the best time to get on because tomorrow is another rest day.. Oh god, haha), its a clubbing day, yow know! I usually dont get stuck in the house during the first rest day of the week, because the real rest day is the day after that, which is Sunday, the day of the Lord (hallelujah!) I'm planning to take a leave by Friday so i can go home to the province and do some photography thing nalang! Pero hindi, ayoko! sayang ang pamasahe and that's actually 8 hours drive no! If i go to the mall, i will just see people holding hands, making out in the dark, fingering, necking, french kissing,and usually restaurants' chairs will be arranged by two's. And I will see a guy make subo to the girl with the soup of the day and suddenly they make tapon because the girl's lips is shaking like an ass, si boy kasi tanga, hindi man lang hinipan! Tuloy, natapon sa cleavage ni girl, and then boy gets the napkin and make punas of the girls's suso. The typical Charlemagne with a tweak of a maniac look in the girl's balcony! I will be seeing 8 out of ten girls holding a bouquet of flowers, 2 out that ten is holding either just one lantang rose or a Sampaguita necklace (sweet!) Not to mention their brown teeth with "tinge" (Tinga! ano ba), na katatapos lang kumain ng Ferrero Rocher or Choc Nut!

Haay these people are sick! I am too, because i hate that day. I hope it will just passed by as if a normal day...

Boracay Alone?

I used to say, i dont want to fo to Bora, because of so many many factors like the island is too crowded, "malumot" and "madumi" na daw.

We'll its true, crowded with fun, malumot sa station 2, madumi? not that much. Its just because people threw their condoms (my term for garbages) everywhere.

Boracay seems to be the coolest island on earth, they said its the ultimate summer destination, well absolutely!

I went to boracay alone, i mean no friends just colleagues and colleagues friends that i just met there. I went there for an event. I thought im gonna be so alone but hey bora is just like a big NBC Tent where socialization is the key to fully enjoy the experience.

I enjoyed the party more than the beach and sand.

Well sabi nga nila, What happens in bora, remains in bora...

This ends my bora getaway story.. hehe

moving on... for real

I saw it the other day, their picture together tagged as "couple." Whew, believe me, that guy need some bath. Let me describe him, skinhead, with a diamond earing on the left (or right..wherever), skin-and-bone (imagine him with that loose checkered shit..(i mean shirt). jeez he really looks undernourished). Imagine someone who just broke the big house and being chased by cops.

Well, Im talking bout her recent boyfriend.

Why can i just be happy for her? Well, i do. Im H-a-p-p-y for her. For God's sake, she left me with this scrawny man? Men, its really a slap on the face!I It'll be more frustrating if she left me with a better looking men..but jesus-mary..with such a jailbird-look, i cant imagine why... Poor girl.


Now, this is one good reason of moving on.. there are a lot of fuckin good looking woman out there. Right reader?


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But how can you let go of something that was near to perfection......
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I was rude to him, to them.. But at the end of the day, im still the big fat loser. The bottomline is, Im starting to let go of the feeling...

Desperate Indays

"Listen, Susan, I know for a lot of women the word 'menopause' has negative connotations. You hear 'aging,' 'brittle bones,' 'loss of sexual desire,'" said the doctor who was cut midway from his explanation by an agitated Mayer. "OK, before we go any further, can I check these diplomas? Coz, I just want to make sure they’re not from some med school in the Philippines'" she said while searching for the doctor’s records. He apparently graduated from Harvard Medical School.

An American got the nerve to say that? How dare you? You Americans cant even speak gramatically correct English ,your national language, the global language!. Now tell me, who's the dumbest, a smart alien in your country or you who's very liberated that even your own language can't be communicated correctly?

Whose the real inday?

The Inday phenomena in the SMS is a very popular past time of Filipinos today. it was just like the Ederlyn mania where her story begins when she invited people in her party and the reader's first reaction is "huh? who the hell are you?" This fiction character became very popular for Filipino texters. She was the laughingstock of the town. But then, her stardome declines like some other fiction personalities, pugad baboy, darna, cinderella.

And then, Inday came out from nowhere. The English-speaking, smart, talented, sophisticated Nanny who makes high-end foods as pabaon for her alaga. She became a nurse, a professor, engineer, doctor, accountant. The big fact is She's just a Nanny. And the even bigger fact is, Nannies must not just be nannies forever. They must not be limited of greater opportunities. But the biggest fact is that, most nanny's mentality is that they'll be forever Nanny. Now, back to Inday. What made her popular was her intelligence. What made her the weakest was just the mere fact that she is just a house-keeper, a Nanny, a yaya.

CONNEXION

Yes, Filipinos has got the trust of the world, their skills, their talents, their professions, they credibility. And yes, inspite this fact, we are still seen as one of the lowest race in the world. I dont know why, is it because of our Overseas filipino who works as house-keeper or because of our history? Inday, is this the new epitome of Filipino workers? With great character but of low value? I'll not be surprised if after 10, 20 , 30 years from now on. Inday is the new Juan dela Cruz. The new symbol for Filipinos. When will we wake up in his sad fact? When will be that time, where Filipinos rule the world?

For me, I'm positive of the saying that "bilog and mundo". That one of these days, these Americans will be the one serving us. One of these days, I will see an american beggar, roaming around like a hungry dog. One of these days, these Americans will be the one migrating to the Philippines. And one of these days, Sharon Cuneta says in her tv series "OK, before we go any further, can I check these diplomas? Coz, I just want to make sure they’re not from some med school in US of fucking A!"